24 4 / 2012
July 9th, 2012
I am 2 months away from one of the most memorable days of my life. Time has flown by. I am trying to enjoy the time I have left with only caring for myself because in 11 weeks, my whole life isn’t going to revolve around me anymore. It’s going to be about him. But honestly, I’m perfectly okay with that. I can’t wait to see what he looks like, how he acts, and who he is going to grow up to be.
Everyone gives crap to teenagers who get pregnant but they don’t realize that this isn’t what most of us wanted, it’s just what we got. It happened and now we have to deal with it. People give me crap for being excited, but what do they expect me to do? Sit around and be depressed that my life is going to change? No. I am going to take this and make the absolute best of it. All of you can go ahead and judge me for making the decision that I have, but I will not regret what I have done and what I know have to deal with.
Say what you want, but I know that I can take this challenge and make the best of it. I can’t wait for my son to be born, no matter what any of you say. He’s the best thing that has ever happened to me <3
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05 2 / 2012
I love being able to feel the baby move
It’s the most exciting thing about being pregnant. I feel like it’s the baby’s way of telling me that everything is okay.
Yesterday, we went out and bought everything we need. We got a crib, high chair, pack and play, swing, stroller, and a car seat. It feels so good to get everything bought and out of the way, that now we can sit back and relax until July.
I also get to find out if it’s a boy or girl on Tuesday! I can’t wait to be able to finally stop calling my baby an “it”.
15 1 / 2012
I’ve officially came out about the whole situation
I’m pregnant.
I use to be really scared about telling people because I know everyone will judge me. But after all of my doctors appointments and actually seeing my baby, I’ve decided that I don’t care what people think about me.
I’m going to embrace this and make the best out of it.
July can’t come fast enough <3
08 1 / 2012
I’ve decided I’m going to actually start blogging
… with the events that are coming up I am really going to need someway to vent. I don’t know how to let everyone know. A lot of people already know, but what bothers me is that I can’t tell who knows/who doesn’t. Putting it out there will eliminate all of the rumors, and make it fact. I’ve been thinking and I have some ideas but …
I’m just not ready yet.
